re: previous lonely post
A lot of why I’m feeling it so intensely today is that I was supposed to be in Vegas this weekend with a big bunch of unschooling moms and we were going to wear glitter and drink and dance and be completely loony tunes together. Well, they still are. I had to bow out due to time, travel anxiety, and finances… and they’re all just now getting down there and checking into the event on fb and there will pictures soon with everybody tagged and I decided to take a fb break to avoid the emotions and it’s not working. I decided earlier this week that I’d try to throw a houseparty tomorrow night to distract myself and maybe help cheer me up a little… and barely anyone is coming and it’s too late to cancel and I don’t want to let my crazy show and cancel it last minute. I want the social time and want to still have people over. I just don’t know why so few people in this town want to be my friend. I’m really fucking fun, I swear.
